Hey guys, it's just me again.

I'm really, really fuckin' depressed due to loneliness. It drives me insane, in honesty. For the last little while, I have been failing to connect with friends on here. A few of them are rarely on, and that's okay. Others are on and I miss them, or when we're on together, I get totally blown off and ignored. Is it me, or is the only person in my life the one person I want to see less of?! Don't get me wrong, he's a great person (and we all kow who he is) but... I see him a bit too much. Just a bit, it drives my crazy self to sanity. Snakes in my samosas, he drives me batty sometimes.
Earlier, I was talking (sort of) to , my ex and friend. I haven't talked to him in weeks, and last time I did he was sick. Now, I get blown off and he decides to sign out on me without warning. It's one thing not to talk to me, but to just take off is rude. That's my main pet peeve- peoople taking off with little to no warning whatsoever. It really does piss me off quite a lot.
I also hate it when I miss someone by minutes. Case in point, my one and only Dragon Master (if you don't know who he is, then you need to read "Adventures of Midnight Rose and Dragon Master" to find out). I haven't been able to meet with him for a week now, and I'm dying to update him. Don't you just hate it? Looking back, I realize men drive me sane! Maybe even insane afterwards! Jeez louise, do I ever hate them sometimes!
Another thing I hate as of recently is the fact that very few people care enough to look at my artwork. I so HATE that fact! :explode: I just want to be appreciated! Dammmnnnn iiiiitttttt aaaaaalllllllllllll!!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!

...Anyways, I hope someone can cheer me up somehow, sometime (preferably soon). Later
-Midnight Rose Ninja

PS: The fuckin' POWER went out right before I could submit this! AND I'm down with a sinus/throat/lung infection... This has officially been the WORST fuckin' day I've had in a long time!